when it rains it pours and opens doors

For now, all that I can say is that I’m still here, staring blankly at my screen trying to catch the words from the cobwebs and knots inside my brain.  What’s happening? A lot and I can’t seem to digest a thing.  Things happen so fast that I can’t catch them, everything flies all at the same time, the best I can do is watch all these as it happen.  I know that all these is here with all of us for a reason, that we may or may not understand for now.  I used to tell my friends each time they seek my advice that troubles happen for us to distinguish something better that’s coming to us.  It’s time to convince myself with the same thing now. I’m really hoping that this is just another blessing in disguise.  I’d like to think this way anyway there’s no other way.  It’s just there’s too much I don’t know anymore what is real and what i wish were’nt real but it’s here. I beleive that all these happens to all of us for a reason, that we may or may not understand for now, but eventually. Just remember, When it rains it pours and OPENS DOORS.